Tiannah Place Empire boss, Toyin Lawani is in pains and has opened her book of lamentation.

She said: “Thanks to everyone who reached out, God bless you all, losing an unborn child can be the most difficult trauma to deal with, because you would have bonded & started making plans for the future.”

“I have always said I wanted to have just 2 kids, then my doctor advised me to take out my womb out due to the complications I was having.”

“I delt with alot, multiple fibriod surgeries, arthritis, back backs, neck pains, side pains, atimes I would literally wake up paralyzed, I wear a neck brace daily but when in public I take it off, too many questions.”

“So went for the 3rd baby again, atleast before I do the final surgery, from my last borns pregnancy found out I had a cyst in my brain because the headaches were super & back pains tripled, I got doctors opinions in Nigeria they said we can’t treat you till you have this baby, best thing is take the baby out & we will get you the care you need.”

“At this time I was already attached I said no & went abroad, they managed the situation till I had the baby, which was why they said I couldn’t have it naturally like my other kids, got back on my feet in no time, months after my legs & bones gave way, the pain was too much went back again abroad they said my bones were degenerating due to the pressure.”

“At this point my legs were swollen, I couldn’t walk, this was few days to my 40th birthday party in Nigeria, I had so much plans for my 40th but I said nothing & opted for prayer for my late mom.”

“Few months forward I found out I was pregnant again, this wasn’t planned at all & I and hubby said tell no one, because we weren’t sure, even when my friends said, you are pregnant, I will just laugh about it.”

“And say no it’s not there, unfortunately I got so stressed & depressed, started bleeding as usual because I bleed having all my kids, from day one till due date, so felt it was normal, but it took a huge turn & I lost it, in the process I’m hearing I need a spine surgery I’m like how old I’m.”

“Anyways I have lost so many things in life, but I felt this to my bones, because it could have been avoided but I thank God for his mercy upon my life.”

“I never have shared this much because I hate showing weakness, but never judge a book by its cover.”